merdekakah aku?????!!!!!!

cliche la plk aku nye blog ni, post something base on even yg famous....
ari tu time masuk bulan pose, aku citer pasal bulan ramadhan, skrg ni plk, time cuti merdeka, nak cite pasal merdeka la plk....

pape la cik anisa oi!!!!

MERDEKA!!!!!!!!

kat lua ni, tgh hujan....aku just stay kat umah, for my first time dok umh time holiday, mne tak nye, tiap kali weekend je, aku bla blk putrajaya,

kak bal ade kat hall, tgh tdo, yg konon2nye nak study for our becoming practical exam this Thursday....
opppssssss......aku nak exam da ke????
aiyoooooooo...........

takutnyeeeeee

so, that the main reason why i feel like not having any enjoyment of celebrating this 'merdeka'!!!!!
aku sendiri blom merdekA!!!!!

bukan exam je aku pikirkan skrg ni.....
lps exam, aku kene pulun wat folder ntok report aku plk....
aiyooooooooo.......
malas nye saye......................................................

da la, malas nak tulis lagi.....
nak sambung bace nota ni........
ngantok.............
aiyooooooooo........

puasa datang lagi.......

first time aku n kak bal bukak tv time lps solat magrib....
ni sume gara2 nak thu betol ke tak esok puasa.....
....n, that is the truth la, confirm...esok puasa!!!!!

alhamdullilah, sempat jugak aku tempuhi skali lagi bulan ramadhan.....
but then, this time really different from my previous ramadhan,
banyak lagi la dugaan n cabaran.....
because, ths time i have to fasting during my practical session....
laen nye......
new experience i guess.....
so, what do i expect, mestila aku akan balik melepet tunggu samapai waktu berbuka, then time buka mestila aku aku mkn sambil berasa sgt terharu sbb dpt jugak aku tempuh satu hari berpuasa....
insyallah sume nye aku berjalan lancar......aminnnnnn......

dpt tahu je esok puasa, pe lgi, time skodeng2 mmbe2 nye FB, bole dikatakan sume org nak wish selamat berpuasa n bla bla bla.....
hmmm, so, slamat berpuasa la jugak kat u all......
yes, bile pikir2 balik, puasa sbnrnye satu bende yg have to be celebrated...
betol la, it's all about excitement and enjoyment,
ye la tak sume org luckly to get a change nak jumpe ramadhan lagi, berpuasa, bertarawih bersama2, and the most important thing to have the feeling of impatiently waiting for becoming SHAWAL!!!isn't it???

dok ingat2 balik, rindunye time dulu2 puasa ngn family, puasa ngn mmbe2 kat skolah,puasa ngn mmbe2 kat PASUM, kat UiTM....
isyk, da sume plk org yg aku teringat.......hehehehehe

macam2 actually sweet memories about bulan puasa, n from that, i also learn to be a good person, like i am now!!!!*good ke aku ni?????, wink*

ni antara bende2 yg buat aku sgt rindu time aku tgh blaja dulu.....

time tu kat skolah menengah, tenik bukit piatu....
sahur disediakan di dewan makan, so sape2 yg nak bersahur mesti la pergi dining hall tapi for girls students, kene pegi cpt sikit la, sbb takut clash ngn boys....
sbb klu boys dtg, nnt, students perempuan tak dpt mkn sbb diorng ni mkn bnyk....
bak kata warden la......
so, nak dijadikn citer, aku mmg antara org yg paling malas bgn bersahur, sbb aku tak rela nak spendkan time tido aku ni, semata2 nak g dining hall.....
disebabkan lokasi hostel aku ni, betol2 belakang ngn satu kampung ni, which is, ade satu tradisi yg diorng still amalkan, iaitu, mengejutkan penduduk2 yg laen ntok bgn bersahur.....
tradisi ni ade name panggilan die, aku pun xingat sgt.....
mmg bende unik n sgt creative, sbb sekumpulan pemuda2 akan berkumpul sambil masing bawak satu peralatan yg bole keluarkan bunyi yg annoyed ntok dipukul contohnye kompang ke, tin biskut ke, baldi pun bole, pape je la.....
diorng akan dtg ke satu rumah n buat bunyi bising sampai tuan rumah bgn, bukak lampu dpn rumah, dan biasanya tuan rumah akan buka pintu, dan selalunye akan bg pemuda2 yg sgt rajin ni sedikit makanan ntok dijamah......
ok, the best part is, lps je diorng nye mssion mengejutkan penduduk kampung da accomplished, diorg akan dtg belakang hostel aku then start to make a very loud and noise sound for wake us up for sahur....same jugak conceptnye, selagi kitorng tak bukak lampu, diorng akan memekak yg buat aku smpai bagun n rase cam nak trun pastu ketuk pala masing2.....
so, biasanya lps je dorm aku bkk lampu, aku akan continue with my sleep until subuh....korng ingat aku ni heran ke ngn bunyi2 korng wat tu.....hehehehe

anyway, that a really good idea la ntok kejutkan org.....aku pun kdg2 xtahan, ade la jugak skali skala aku bangun jugak bersahur kat dining....
tapi kdg2 tu ake bengang jugak, so, ntok ngelakkan bende yg tak diingin berlaku, biasanye aku akan tido kat dorm kwn aku yg kat seberang, block lama....sbb block diorng tak mengadap kampung tu....

hmmm, ade lagi la 2-3 citer yg aku still ingat, nak2 time kat teknik dulu la, klaka betol....bile ingat2 balik.....
time ni, time sahur jugak, n this is really embarrassed me....
i'm not sure, who's idea it was from.....tapi nape ntah aku asyik terinagtkan si enol je bile aku ingt bende ni....
kitorng ade beli satu baju tshirt dorm yg xformal pun, beli sje2 je pun....
tshirt tu xla cantik sgt pun, tp unik...yg penting ade gamba pengiun xsilap aku la, warna die biru cair, siap ade polka dot kecik2...comel la tu tshirt kiorg tu.....
tiemtu sume mmbe2 aku yg ade kat dornm tu beli baju yg sama....
then, nak dijadikan citer, that day, we decide to take our sahur meal at dining with wearing that tshirt....
time tu xthu la nape bole ade idea giller nak pki tsirt tu, sedangkan thu akan ade bende yg sgt memalukan bakal berlaku......
ok, time mkn sumenye berjalan lancar witout any gangguan...
so, one of us yg dok risau akan dimalukan dgn bju tu pun da bole tarik nafas lega, sbb tak de pape jadi pun....
so, on the way to back to our block we have to pass the boys' block....
hahahahhaa, time ni la.....
mmg sgt memalukan....da la kitorg jln sama2, mmg time tu hostel bdk laki da mcm pasar menjerit2 ejek baju kiorg ni.....
time tu, mmg xthu nak letak muke ni kat mane....mmg malu!!!!!!
pe lagi, time tu, rase cam nak cpt je sampai dorm, nk tutup muke ni sbb malu!!!!hahahahhaha......

just wonder, ade lagi ke baju penguin aku tu.....hahahahahhahaha, rindula plk!!!!
ok la, actually banyak lagi bende yg nak diciterkan ni....
nanti2la,

last but not least, happy berpuasa day!!!!hope this ramadhan will give us strength and make us a better person!!!!
diharap ramadhan kali memberi seribu makna dan keberkatan, insyallah!!!!

kehidupan baruku.....

aik, tibe2 je cam rase da lama tak membebel kat blog aku ni......
*ala2 busy giller a ni....cehhhhh

so, rite now at my rented house: bandar bukit tinggi II, klang, selangor.....
living with my classmate: nurul balqis
house type: apartment, economy class A.K.A flat, 3bedroom, 2toilet

it means, my daily schedule totally change!!!!
~dari seorng yg dok umah 24hrs/weeks kepada dok umah just in weekend.....
tu pun, kalau tak balik mlk or attend mane2 kenduri.....
~dari seorng yg bagun lambat kepada seorng yg bagun cepat, sempat la solat subuh lps azan....
~dari seorng yg suke ngadap laptop or tv kepada seorng yg suke tido bile ade je free time....penat oooooo......

almost 4weeks aku da menjalani my practical session for my final year sem....
so, insyallah, esok da ari jumaat, then complete a month aku kat sini....tinggal la lagi 2bulan lagi.....

lps abis je practical, da kene fikirkan pasal nak cari kerja plak!!!!arghhhh......
harap2, cpt la aku dpt keje ni....
bnyk bnde dlm pale otak aku skrg ni.....

so far, this practical, aku reaaly enjoy and satisfied la....
physio sume nice!!!! patient, mestila yg tak sehat, kalau sehat, xla dtg jumpe physio...

kadang2 tu tgh wat patient, mcm2 dlm pale otak aku ni....
mcm mane la klu one of my family member jadi cam ni.........
kalau la ibu aku yg dtg ni, mesti aku seday.....
kdg2 tu, bile naik ward, cam2 kerenah, dgn patient la, yg carer nye reaction la....
dulu aku kind of terbawak2 jugak la perasaan tu, ade skali tu, time aku wat practical kat K.T, attactment kat ICU.....
this patient got TBI (traumatic brain injury), all limb paralyze....
patient unconscious, refer for chest physio.....
lps je suction, aku wat la sikit2 passive movement, smbil teach his mother to do at opposite limb.....
tgh wat je,mama die meleleh air mata....usap pale anak die......
mule2 tu aku steady jugak, at last aku pun meleleh jugak.....
balik je ward, aku borak2 ngn physio yg bwk aku naik tu, gthu pasal tu, die pun advise aku, klau bole elakkan menagis skali, jgn tunjukan yg kite pun lemah...bg die semangat ntok kuat....

so, just now, the same condition patient, but this time not in ICU, 19 y/o patient already in stable condition, not depand on ventilator, dtg as out patient....
yg aku respect to, ibu die la...
a single mother, dan sgtlah bersemangat....
abis2 je wat 2-3 treatment, ade sorng mama kpd patient yg ade kat situ dtg kat die....
tny pasal anak die ni, borak2 la 2org ni......
yg that lady ni, pun ade anak yg baru je accident, tapi tak la parah sgt, not TBI, but SCI (spinal cord injury), compression on T3-T6, lower limb affect,
tgh2 sesi bertanya-tanya tu, this lady ni, menagis plk.....
yg ibu bdk ni, steady je citer....
makcik tu pun tny, camne awk bole sgt kuat cam ni....sy ni, anak sy cam tu je pun sy da terok....
aku tgh dgr ni, nak nyampuk nnt kacau plk....so diam je la....
ibu bdk ni pun jwp, sy mmg dri die jadi cam ni, tak pernah air mata ni jatuh....
sy tak nak ikut2kan sgt hati ni, tapi dlm hati ni tuhan je yg tahu mcm mane, smbil pegang tgn anak die ni.......
yg best nye, makcik yg dok tny2 tu, die da giller2 nangis da....
but this time, aku cam steady jugak la, tahan je.....klu xnagis skali la...hehehehe

panjang plak stori nye, ape2 pun it just berkongsi pengalaman...

aku just nasihatkan kat die....masing2 ad bahagian masing2....
kite sendiri pun tak tahu, what is going to happen to us in future,

ok la, guess that all yg terlintas kat pale oatk aku ni.....
even, tadi, before start to write this, bnyk citer yg nak tulis...tbe2 je.....
da xingat.....

ok, you all wish me luck for my final practical ni k!!!!!